tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1003982716885685057.post1814933219892006710..comments2023-05-23T07:09:38.544-05:00Comments on Fascist Dyke Motors: BlinkKatyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14044608857535811777noreply@blogger.comBlogger37125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1003982716885685057.post-77993700132476720332015-04-22T07:42:30.191-05:002015-04-22T07:42:30.191-05:00Hi, tnkerr! First of all, I'm rather honored t...Hi, tnkerr! First of all, I'm rather honored to have my writing compared to your dad's art. <br /><br />It's weird: As I get older, I notice things like textures more. I guess I was in too big of a rush when I was young to sit back and take in things like that. I am looking forward to aging to see how much deeper I can see into things!Anonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/16323871207793126503noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1003982716885685057.post-9779817017921852802015-04-21T22:42:53.024-05:002015-04-21T22:42:53.024-05:00It is interesting to me that you write about the t...It is interesting to me that you write about the texture of the night. And now you have to hear more about why!<br />My parents were artists. My dad was a painter and my mother was a potter. One day I went out to my dad's studio and he was putting white paint on a white canvas with a pallet knife. He did the entire painting in white oils paints and used the knife to change the texture. The result was a study of texture and the painting would change as the light on it changed and the shadows of the impasto work changed with the light. It wound up being my second favorite painting of his of all time.<br />Although your study of texture is dark and mine was white the lesson is the same. Fan-fucking-tastic.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1003982716885685057.post-60130486343209754512015-04-18T17:30:07.105-05:002015-04-18T17:30:07.105-05:00Maybe that's it. Those thoughts will climb up ...Maybe that's it. Those thoughts will climb up from under the bed and nab me every time...Anonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/16323871207793126503noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1003982716885685057.post-79931215297086057082015-04-18T17:28:32.327-05:002015-04-18T17:28:32.327-05:00I'm not sure what the relevance of this is her...I'm not sure what the relevance of this is here. However, the version of this song that matters is the one with the old dude on oxygen. Really. Look it up. He rocks harder than Chris Martin. Anonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/16323871207793126503noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1003982716885685057.post-80072552582398494052015-04-17T19:31:52.134-05:002015-04-17T19:31:52.134-05:00It's the hardest thing in the world, to stare ...It's the hardest thing in the world, to stare up at the ceiling in the dark in the middle of the night.<br /><br />Those thoughts are scary. They'll kill you. Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1003982716885685057.post-15751922762684306842015-04-15T09:51:08.433-05:002015-04-15T09:51:08.433-05:00I don't know how I manage to terrorize myself....I don't know how I manage to terrorize myself. I mean, my life isn't that bad. Plus I have no real emotions, so that helps, too!Anonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/16323871207793126503noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1003982716885685057.post-39220963299932378132015-04-15T08:40:35.015-05:002015-04-15T08:40:35.015-05:00I'm alone with my thoughts awake or sleeping -...I'm alone with my thoughts awake or sleeping - I seem to never tire of terrorising myself :-(Ruperthttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13728082046359025174noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1003982716885685057.post-45211891260666344362015-04-15T01:32:00.751-05:002015-04-15T01:32:00.751-05:00https://youtu.be/PkwPpbI8nxM
https://youtu.be/PkwPpbI8nxM<br /><br />Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1003982716885685057.post-68346524150954107702015-04-14T22:21:27.328-05:002015-04-14T22:21:27.328-05:00This blog has so many practical uses and benefits ...This blog has so many practical uses and benefits readers in so many ways, I'm getting sort of choked up. Anonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/16323871207793126503noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1003982716885685057.post-37099565877555697032015-04-14T22:18:58.881-05:002015-04-14T22:18:58.881-05:00I have never seen Creature from the Black lagoon. ...I have never seen Creature from the Black lagoon. Any of them 9there was more than one movie, right?).<br /><br />My brother used to have a foot tall Creature from the Black Lagoon figure in his room, though. My mom called it his "Sleestak." <br /><br />You might be able to find one of those Creature from the Black Lagoon figures at a local retail store like, oh, I don't know.... Walmart, maybe. Anonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/16323871207793126503noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1003982716885685057.post-51266504199237172462015-04-14T21:48:19.108-05:002015-04-14T21:48:19.108-05:00meant to add ... I hope you have become a nyctophi...meant to add ... I hope you have become a nyctophiliac with your new found courage ....bjhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/00629670773822424555noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1003982716885685057.post-14881670560630939262015-04-14T19:21:41.508-05:002015-04-14T19:21:41.508-05:00My package was delivered today without a problem! ...My package was delivered today without a problem! Vive les Français! and that googely translatererator thingy ......bjhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/00629670773822424555noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1003982716885685057.post-3345004372014329342015-04-14T15:58:42.181-05:002015-04-14T15:58:42.181-05:00Katy. OK, it was the Creature of the Black Lagoon...Katy. OK, it was the Creature of the Black Lagoon for me. And this Voodoo movie wherein a fake alligator ate this woman's head. Seen at the drive-in movie one summer as we sneaked from home and under the fence at the Tumbleweed Drive-n. Couldn't hear a word of the dialog, only the screams from the cars. I slept standing up in my closet for a week.<br /><br />Fuck Walmart!Mooner Johnsonhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/07833244420556513186noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1003982716885685057.post-10004804685524955652015-04-14T08:01:58.339-05:002015-04-14T08:01:58.339-05:00The upside is that you'll be able to make fun ...The upside is that you'll be able to make fun of them if they mess things up because French people are one of only a few groups it's still okay to make fun of.<br /><br />It's mostly just the French, bald people, and...<br /><br />Well, that's it. Just the French and bald people.Anonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/16323871207793126503noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1003982716885685057.post-67363345718714531122015-04-13T19:29:18.007-05:002015-04-13T19:29:18.007-05:00also, too ... have you ever had a haint on ya'...also, too ... have you ever had a haint on ya'? s' happened more than a couple'a times. Scaaaaaaare ME!<br />btw - thanx for the heads up on that googely translatererator thingy. I ordered something IN France to be delivered to a French address using that application. It IZ ... the shiz! Now that they've TAKEN the order, I hope DELIVERY of that item doesn't turn out like the HOLDING part of Seinfeld's Reservation.<br />(https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HWTMa76BzH0) <br />they are ... French, after all.bjhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/00629670773822424555noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1003982716885685057.post-30308983486034898562015-04-13T11:56:39.568-05:002015-04-13T11:56:39.568-05:00I moved this comment over from facebook because I ...I moved this comment over from facebook because I was so glad someone mentioned Tarab!<br /><br />I believe that the Tarab thing/sleep paralysis dating back to my childhood is probably a big part of the reason I am afraid of the dark. But there's so much cool terrain to be explored with sleep - lucid dreaming and so on - that it pisses me off in a way that I have been so scared of it for so long!Anonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/16323871207793126503noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1003982716885685057.post-6122687717188822902015-04-13T11:51:53.121-05:002015-04-13T11:51:53.121-05:00I've thought about that, too. When I was homel...I've thought about that, too. When I was homeless, the risk of a real person attacking me in my sleep was real. But this fear is something more primal. <br /><br />Like I said above - maybe I just don't want to be alone with my thoughts for too long. Being alone with one's thoughts can be pretty damn scary. Anonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/16323871207793126503noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1003982716885685057.post-56862085946492344572015-04-13T11:48:16.597-05:002015-04-13T11:48:16.597-05:00What about Tarab? When I was a kid I used to have ...What about Tarab? When I was a kid I used to have a recurring dream *only when I was sick* of falling down the face of a very very high building at night with no lights anywhere. Just rows of dark windows set in an almost lightless wall. I always woke just before I hit bottom but the feeling of falling was very real.Bill the Butcherhttp://bill-purkayastha.blogspot.com/noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1003982716885685057.post-28311308088933677772015-04-13T11:01:47.850-05:002015-04-13T11:01:47.850-05:00I find the only reason to be afraid of the dark is...I find the only reason to be afraid of the dark is because it potentially hides PEOPLE.Ruperthttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13728082046359025174noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1003982716885685057.post-32177471472091422552015-04-13T10:04:47.551-05:002015-04-13T10:04:47.551-05:00Wolves and bears are rational fears!
Of course, ...Wolves and bears are rational fears! <br /><br />Of course, being alone with your thoughts can be pretty overwhelming, too...Anonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/16323871207793126503noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1003982716885685057.post-51179077377029782052015-04-13T09:13:55.699-05:002015-04-13T09:13:55.699-05:00As long as I am armed ("That's not a knif...As long as I am armed ("That's not a knife. THIS is a knife!") or feeling really strong (it's been a long time since then) I am comfortable in the dark. There are no scary people nearby because I live in the boonies, but there are wolves and bears and deer that crash through the woods and make weird noises. I am careful with Mandi, my little dog (or Wolf Bait as I sometimes call her) and keep a close eye on her if we are out in the dark. Sometimes the quiet that comes with the dark is deafening. Sensory overload usually gets me eventually.Jonohttps://www.blogger.com/profile/18170214396483091419noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1003982716885685057.post-89021222746798399602015-04-13T08:52:57.965-05:002015-04-13T08:52:57.965-05:00Haha. Hi, David!
I look forward to exciting new a...Haha. Hi, David!<br /><br />I look forward to exciting new adventures in the dark like that, now that I've pretty much gotten past the whole 29-year mortal fear thing. Anonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/16323871207793126503noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1003982716885685057.post-43040152488165953852015-04-13T08:51:37.923-05:002015-04-13T08:51:37.923-05:00The Shining is pretty scary, too. It's like Th...The Shining is pretty scary, too. It's like The Exorcist in that you realize early on that there are no guarantees in this movie. Everything could end up in a worst case scenario. Anonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/16323871207793126503noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1003982716885685057.post-11791869122674917562015-04-13T08:46:43.630-05:002015-04-13T08:46:43.630-05:00I don't know whether movies ever hit me like t...I don't know whether movies ever hit me like that. My dad had a VHS copy of some TV version of The Martian Chronicles that had a... bleeding Jesus walking into a camp on the surface of Mars, and that scared me for some reason. <br /><br />There was also a gargoyle movie I saw that gave me nightmares. <br /><br />I should probably watch a Lon Chaney movie before I die, huh?Anonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/16323871207793126503noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1003982716885685057.post-69090761777186945452015-04-13T08:39:51.236-05:002015-04-13T08:39:51.236-05:00All valid points. I run at night, which is probabl...All valid points. I run at night, which is probably stupid, but I don't really like the kind of people who run during the day. <br /><br />I don't think I have ever tried writing in the dark. Well, i tried jotting down my dreams for a few weeks, but quit that when my writing was illegible and what i could read was stupid. Anonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/16323871207793126503noreply@blogger.com